I'm trying so hard not to break but things are falling apart in front of me.
I can't make sense of it all.
It's bit too much for me to cope with.
I just want to let go.
And let God.
Whatever the fuck that means.
I even forgot to let go.
I need to find a place to call home.
And to have a communion with God once again.
Things are tough when I go against the tide.
I feel like I need to struggle for my goals.
What is already mine by birthright.
It's all a matter of creating and allowing.
Because the moment you stop having fun, that's when things don't go your way.
Search for that better feeling thought.
Appreciate and bless and be grateful for it all.
The bad and the good.
Everything is in your control only if you let go of your need for control and flow with the stream of Well-Being instead of against it.
I love you.
Please forgive me.